Coffee fresh, black, and steaming
   With the unsophisticated bouquet my grandfather would have recognized as the stuff
Gurgles at me like an infant
As it refreshes the cup gone lukewarm before me
   I quietly rejoice in simple, childlike joy and think
   I know why Christ so hated those Laodiceans.
“Anythin’ else, luv?” liturgically chants the matron vested in wrinkled calico,
   But her eyes have already moved on,
   Taking in the state of the sturdy ivory mugs on the next table.
   Assessing whether she will be able to stretch the thin, black liquid out
      Or need to return for a second pot
      On the hip she can’t afford to have replaced.
Her calculating, weary eyes are like my pastor’s yesterday 
   Looking down the line of communicants
      Absentmindedly intoning “shed for you,”
         Nearly overpouring
          “My cup runneth over,” I remark to myself
            With a smirk…
               Penitent?
   I empathize with his dutiful sacerdotalism
      Perhaps he was thinking of the announcement he forgot to make…
         Or counting communicants,
         Or wondering whether he had enough of the too-sweet wine
            To bless us simple folk without returning to the altar.

“No,” I reply, but 
  Unseeing,
  Unhearing, 
      She has already begun her laborious, well-practiced sachet to the next table.
   There, its denizens raise their eyes half-expectantly.
      Can they catch her attention?
I wonder.
   My eyes are raised by her light limp and the sloshing carafe to consider the room,
      Decked out in faded country print to match her skirt.
   There spreads a field of gray heads and grayer beards.
“’Twas an easy winter,” avers the woolen-suited philosopher
   Who sells cars a half mile down.
   “The heater ran less than I reckoned,”
      The waitress filling his cup absently affirms his observation.
“Good thing with the cost of oil,” chimes in his son, the computer programmer
   In his light khaki turtleneck and skinny jeans,
      Refusing the coffee,
         But
      Gesturing for more hot water 
      As he produces an organic tea bag 
      From the thin black case
      He carries always.

Because his cup is full,
   The waitress moves unseeing past
   The unshaven man 
      I see
   Staring down at muddy boots 
      Below rough denim pants,
   Shaking his head,
      Over missing snow,
      Thinking of wiry Queen Anne’s lace,
      And the water tables of late July.

My eyes follow her light limp
   And sloshing coffee
   Around the calico-festooned room
To linger on a pair of local teenage
      Girls?
   At least we called them that in my day.
   Do they think of themselves that way?
      I wonder.
The bright uniform of their youth a bloom of yellow and purple
      Canary and plum, I’ve been haughtily told,
   Iridescent logos and bright brocade
   Contrasting starkly with the faded sage Naugahyde.
They show each other their phones and giggle
   Glowering at the other stalls
   Who cannot share their joke or joy
   And marvel at the deliberate obtuseness
      Of the grey beards
         With their knowledge 
            of snowy seasons 
            and dry.

The last drops of bitter black
   Go down
      Scorch and swallow
I pay my bill
   And taking the money,
   She still doesn’t look at me.
The bell hanging on the door rattles
   Not quite ringing
      Like the sound of absent rain drops
   On the aluminum overhang.
In the not-quite-green turf beside the sidewalk
   A crocus peers up
   Canary and plum?
         Purple and yellow.
A dainty herald of the end
   Of a season not quite begun
   Exultant in its grey-green tundra.
      Drinking the last few drops of melted snow.
   Prophet of a summer dry,
      Unnourished by the remains of snows
         Forgotten and unlamented.             

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